Lovefool

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem

you love me no longer, I know

and maybe there is nothing

that I can do to make you do

Mama tells me I shouldn't bother

that I ought just stick to another man

a man that surely deserves me

but I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me

say that you love me

fool me fool me

go on and fool me

love me love me

pretend that you love me

lead me lead me

just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to

Love me love me

say that you love me

lead me lead me

just say that you need me

I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered,

spent my nights awake and I wonder

what I could have done in another way

to make you stay

Reason will not reach a solution

I will end up lost in confusion

I don't care if you really care

as long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me

say that you love me

fool me fool me

go on and fool me

love me love me

pretend that you love me

lead me lead me

just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to

Love me love me

say that you love me

lead me lead me

just say that you need me

I can't care about anything but you

(anything but you)

Love me love me

say that you love me

fool me fool me

go on and fool me

Love me love me

I know that you need me

I can't care about anything but you

a nice old song...

sore2 gak sengaja nonton on the spot, eh denger lagu ini, ternyata liriknya keren... :)

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There Is Always A Hope

Aku lebih suka lamunan untuk masa akan datang daripada sejarah masa lalu, bicara soal masa lalu, aku ingin marah, tapi marah itu gampang. Tapi marah kepada siapa, dengan kadar kemarahan yang pas, pada saat dan tujuan yang tepat, serta dengan cara yang benar itu yang sulit.

Karena gagal kita bisa marah, tapi sebenarnya arti dari keberhasilan adalah kemampuan untuk melewati dan mengatasi dari satu kegagalan ke kegagalan berikutnya tanpa kehilangan semangat. 

Secara teoritis aku meyakini hidup harus dinikmati, tapi kenyataannya justru sebaliknya – Karena tak semuanya mudah dinikmati. 

but "No Pain No Gain", jadi orang yang menginginkan impiannya menjadi kenyataan, harus menjaga diri agar tidak tertidur.

janganlah kita membiasakan diri, hanya berfikir ketika kita terbentur pada suatu masalah, itulah sebabnya, karena pada dasarnya kesalahan orang lain terletak pada mata kita, tetapi kesalahan kita sendiri terletak di punggung kita sendiri.
Kembali lagi ke hakekat manusia yang selalu ingin menang, maka berpikirlah bahwa kemenangan yang paling indah adalah bisa menaklukkan hati sendiri.
Tidak ada yang selembut dan sekeras hati.
Bagaimanapun keadaannya saat ini, pasti selalu ada harapan.

Let's Show To The World That The Good Guys Always Win

Sometimes life is not as beautiful as the picture of a movie.

Not a fiction which is usually always a happy ending even though there were tears.
 

But for some reason of the many events that happen, if the featured back will feel that life is so short.

Nothing more than a two-hour duration of the film.

Looking at the photos my mother in high school. It turns out that memory looks so fun to be a pain drug.
And now I'm in the process of making memories that, if every day there is always a portrait of the life of me and my friends, surely there will always be an interesting story in the future.

My mother told me so much with the photo, is really an interesting fairy tale.
From when he first came in, met a friend who's naughty, dating, breakup and heartbreak, getting bad grades. Everything she has told.

But of the many stories that I listen to. Only one word that crossed my mind, that The Good Guys Always Win, good people must win, and will prosper, either when or how.

By hearing the story, I remembered how I got when I deal with UTS and so forth.
I still often cheated hahhhaha.
hmm, at least I tried to find ways to become one of the lucky ones, either when and how :P

But with that, until now I have not felt a real victory, because for most people concerned with the end result and not the process.

Maybe, I'm still not a good guys.
And if now I won, it was apparent victory.
But sooner or later tomorrow, I will make a real victory!

images source : http://farm3.static.flickr.com

Humans are so … interesting

 

Not as easy as when I opened my eyes for the first time.
surely there's always a big struggle before that.

After 17 years experience the world. I felt a lot of experiences.
Part of that experience is a wonderful experience and the rest is a bitter experience.

When was I could only laugh, without problems and without a load. How wonderful childhood.
Free, free. I want to go back to those days.

Humans are hilarious.

Different with my life now.

Laugh first, slowly turned into a problem.

As in a game, where each chapter contains a different challenge.

The higher the chapter, the higher the difficulty level is also the Game.

But on the other hand, characters that we play should be expected to develop into a strong character.
 

That's what should happen in life.
I faced a different problem now with a problem that I faced 10 years ago. I've been in the higher chapters, it just means it's time for me to grow.

 

i won't skip.

I believe I'm being as clear as possible here..

Nate River's Quotes

If you can't beat the game, if you can't solve the puzzle, you're nothing but a loser

Quotes di atas adalah quotes yang paling aku inget waktu nonton film Death Note versi animenya, di mana N ,Near atau Nate River bergumam & bilang kata2 itu.

hmmm, sekarang coba terapkan dalam kehidupan nyata, "game" itu diibaratkan adalah hidup, "puzzle" adalah masalah. Jika kita takut menghadapi keduannya maka kita hanyalah pecundang yang hanya menambah kepadatan populasi dunia.

so, from now on should we become a more useful.

Learn from experience and always rise if we fail, or better learn well to avoid failure.

thank you N, you've opened my mind.

images source :  http://www.onemanga.com/Death_Note/109/01/

For My Little "Big" Brother

oh, the time passed so quickly.
soon you will enter junior high school.
for some reason, I'm so afraid of losing your  funny, your childish.
I'm afraid that you will know porn movie from your friends hehehehe (like me for example) :p.
please don't become big and grow up so fast, because you have enough "big"
hehhehehe

although sometimes you sound like a woman, and not infrequently make some people pissed off at acting. but you're still my brother who I hope always funny and fat hehhe
I hope your day will be fun.

Bali

 

This is my first time. 

Waiting for my arrival the island of the gods. 

Greeted me and my lover to come. 

Give us the surprise of beauty, prove to us that it was not a myth.

You have to greet us, O island of the gods, smile on my beloved, and give us a gentle coolness of the slave, lovely beauty violet twilight, and all the perfection of the painting gods.

image source : http://balitoday.blogspot.com/2008/03/bali-dance-in-painting.html

March 18

March 18 is the 77th day of the year (78th in leap years) in the Gregorian calendar. There are 288 days remaining until the end of the year. There are 2 days until tomorrow :)

i love what happened on that day.

Devil In My Blood

I must continue to accept its presence.
though the mind, heart, and my faith refused it.
but in my body's blood will keep flowing.
blood that contain genes that! gene carrying vices, negative, all qualities that describe the behavior of the devil!
all that remains is to me! it's because you bastard!!

Now, I have to make it balanced. I have learned more about love.
so I'm not a person like you! and I do not want to like you!

Go far away with anyone else out there. Leave us alone. 

We've buried the wound. do not come back one day and begged forgiveness, because that will only anger you can.
you need to remember again, the nature of the devil which you invest in my blood, it remains there, 

will I keep it for you!

for someone who had never been seen by my brother

image source : http://2.bp.blogspot.com/

I Got No Art

sometimes in photography, someone asked to me, " what did you get? did you get some art?". i answered, "i got no art, but a special moment".

 some people look at me

because i was the center

 when everybody was innocent

some people got their euphoria

and when it all together

there are starting their stories

there is an end of their stories

 

it all is the spirit ALIVE!!

images source : my camera & one from patoni.multiply.com

Something Inspiring Me

Some people are born to sit by a river, some get struck by lightning, some have an ear for music, some are artists, some swim, some know buttons, some know Shakespeare, some are mothers, and some people dance.

Learn as if you are a beginner. 

Love as if for the first time. 

Give as if you already have what you need.

source : a curious case of benjamin button's quotes

Jimi's Quotes

I'm the one that has to die when it's time for me to die, so let me live my life, the way I want to (James Marshal "Jimi" Hendrix)

quotes di atas itu adalah quotesnya si Jimi Hendrix, gitaris rock ajaib yang terhebat yang pernah dimiliki dunia.

aku sedikit terinspirasi dari quotes itu, aku jadi punya pikiran buat menikmati kehidupan ini secara mutlak (tapi ttp bertanggung jawab) ya secara khususnya lebih harus menjalani hidup yang tanpa beban, beranggapan semua itu ada jalan keluarnya, semua itu gampang dan mudah diatasi (tapi ya jangan nggampangke)

jadi...

bahwa hidup ini adalah milik kita, gak ada seorangpun yang bisa ngerampas hak hidup kita, jadi selama kita bisa, selama kita masih punya kesempatan hidup, lakuin aja hal-hal yang ingin kita lakukan, jangan ragu untuk itu, baik atau buruknya itu adalah resiko!!!

image source : http://www.myspace.com/neuschl

I'm not Superman! but I Believe I Can Fly!

just a simple picture,

but I think it's contain a very important philosophy.

image source : www.terselubung.com

I'm Feeling so Ambitious

talk about a fantasy...
last night I dreamed about something that probably will happen in my life.
more precisely when the last few days I more often through the night, lonely night.
in a saturation point I think, that at some point I had to become a successful person and a person who shouted a word that means about absolute victory.
yes, just imagining, rhetorical question arises, how am I in the future? with whom I was married tomorrow? I could be happy if people who give me a lot of their happiness now?


for some reason in the end the answer was all just a dream.
but I'm grateful, because I'm always smiling in the dream.
dream is my life tomorrow! on the day exactly where I wake up tomorrow and move up alive.
I will smile, for happiness today, tomorrow and for the happiness in the future.

Sudirman Cup 2010 (unsoed cup 2010)

Terbukti bahwa SMA Banyumas dan SMA Bumiayu bukanlah tandingan 1at, setelah memastikan lolos ke semifinal, 1st membabi buta team basket Virus dari SMAN 2 Kebumen. Namun sayang pada partai final 1st harus mengakui kekalahannya atas SMAN 1 Purwokerto dan terpaksa harus menjadi Runner up di Sudirman Cup 2010.

Mas Ade's quote " jadikan setiap pertandingan itu adalah final"